Summer Break never gets any easier

My girls are gone until July 10 with their dad (my abuser) and even though it has been several years since the divorce I can honestly say them being with him for that long never gets any easier. I worry all the time, and just miss them so much. He has never laid a hand on our kids, but his negativity is awful to be around. Anyone else dealing with their kids gone for summer...I will be praying for you during this time to.